I feel so misunderstood by my siblings. I am trying my hardest to get "better". It's so damm hard to wanna be happy, to move alongside everyone else. I am giving 100% of everything in me to fight this. I am taking all the right steps. It never seems to be enough.
They will never understand how much it hurts to not get that invite. To find out everyone got together without me. They will never realize how much i needed them to reach out a little furthur, to give me a chance.
I am gonna try to power through Thanksgiving. I know i am blessed. Even in my weakest moments, i am beyond blessed. God is using me despite my glitch.
