Mosquitos must die...
thoughts- I wonder sometimes what the life of an insect must be like, to forever be buzzing around in search of a place to rest or find shelter from humans or a form of weather that is not good for their survival. A large flyswatter perhaps, or a can of raid .
To be hated and shreiked @ by sight alone. to be ran at, threatened to be stepped up and smashed flat if caught. a living war everyday. it must be troubling for their self esteem. Afterall , arent they just trying to survive this world along with the rest of us?
Mosquitos and flies & spiders get it the worst i think. followed in 4th place by bees. Its our human reaction to kill these insects @ sight seen. we are taught from toddlerdom that these insects are bad, and cause harm to us. to be fearful of them and kill them @ once.
Whats my point you might be asking @ this point of the blog, (if youve read this far, that is.) Well, not sure that i have an actual point other than to just put it out there. It must suck. :(
But if you actually look @ a bigger picture of this matter. the fact that we as humans are taught killing since we are old enough to fathom a thought. is just bizzare to me. Does anyone else find this totally redundant & offkilter?
Music& TV- I’ve been reading the Kurt Cobain Journals and listening, falling more in love with this amazing music. I dare say there will be a more in depth post about this is the foreseeable future.
I feel there is a universal sense amongst our generation that everything has been said and done. True. But who cares, it could still be fun to pretend.” - Kurt Cobain Journals.
Breaking Bad is my new addiction. I’m dreading finishing season two (I only have five episodes to GO..
HINDSIGHT IS 20/20. The advice I’d give my teenage self:
Dale, your lack of self-esteem and fear of being yourself, completely and undiluted, means you’re going to be considered a door mat by a lot of people. Which means they’ll walk all over you, treat you like you are spineless and helpless. But you’re not, you’ll see eventually. Until then, if you have to be a door mat, don’t lose sight of your potential to trip people up. Because you’ll do that a lot. See you in your 30s!
I don’t think I am the most over-sensitive person in the world. Criticism, I can deal with it. Especially when you construct the word constructive in front of it. As a human being, I am always going to be doing things others can be critical of. There are too many people on the planet for anyone to be universally liked. It’s a strange fact but no matter how nice you are, there are going to be more people that either don’t like you, or that don’t even know who or what you are, than people who actually like you.
I openly will admit to be over-sensitive in personal instances, nasty and unfounded comments on my character etc. But the thing I am most sensitive about is when certain types and aspects of a friendship whither and die. The moment you realise something that was “important”, like an in joke or similar, no longer matters to the other person is heartbreaking. Maybe not that extreme, but like heart burn. Something that hurts, but won’t ever kill you.
A potentially upsetting thought … I feel like I belong to a generation that no longer sees the relevance of dates. Not the fruit, like going on a date with someone you could potentially like. This is, at least, the way the majority of my friends act. All of my friends that are currently in relationships became involved with their significant others after hooking up with them while drunk. This style of love connection forming has zero appeal to me. Personally, I like a guy to ask me out for coffee and to talk much more than smooshing faces together when you’re too drunk to even feel your face.
I guess I’m just old-fashioned. I’m probably going to die alone
Parting words I just finished watching Six Feet Under. I’ve cried so much this past hour, now I’m watching special features and eating some cheesecake. Haha! I can’t even think of a way to describe this television show. It’s almost hard to consider it just a TV show because it just feels like so much more. God, that’s cheesier than my cheesecake! There aren’t words to describe this show, and I think everyone should watch it - just to fall in love and have your heart broken simultaneously. I’m in love with most of the characters, despite how fucked up they all are. Especially Nate Fisher, whom i see myself in so much.. The series finale was perfect and beautiful, Ive watched the dvds a millions times ...but what can i say.. I’m just rambling, so I’ll shut up.! I’ve also begun watching Breaking bad. So its my new addiction.…
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